7. Nothingness

We are all trapped in our own bodies. Nothing could be any simpler than that. We are all trapped in our own bodies. Again, our problems chase anybody else but us. There's nothing we can do to avoid living this way. Friendship, arguments, love, hate. Everything will eventually melt and liquefy to recompose again and pulverize itself again and again...

We know most of the circular processes that occur in life. But there are a few that seem to go unnoticed: nobody will care if you don't care your own loneliness. There's no worse idea than secluding yourself when going through bad feelings. I learnt that some time ago and I'm not going to make the same mistakes. Loneliness gives you nothing but loneliness itself, with some silence, and another bit of your own thoughts. There's nobody to share your stuff with. Therein lies the idea of nothingness.

6. Loneliness

There's something that I have noticed and understood so long ago, yet I still have some difficulties in accepting it. It is the fact that we are alone. There can be a million people caring about you, your problems and fears. However, when everything goes to the ultimate point of a problem, to the extreme, one has to fight with one's own problems because nobody is going to be always there for you. And, in a way, it is good that it is that way. But, there are some times that the situation overwhelms you. Our minds are not prepared for all the possible problems. How to confront those ones? Better yet: how to heal your mind and heart? I cannot find any other answer to this question than the one I've found in the past, being something that I still feel quite heartbreaking: TIME. It's something that I knew before, but now I understand it better. Just let time pass.